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2009-01-17T08:00:00.000-08:00

i am a sell out.

see you on the xanga side of life because the grass is always greener on the other side.

CLICK!

but i'll be back, if xanga grass sucks. pfft. lame attempt at joke. laugh lah!

2009-01-15T20:00:00.000-08:00

i hope i did the right thing. aj, here i come.

2009-01-13T04:04:00.000-08:00

so so sooo disappointed with myself i cried a hugeass river in school yesterday. even though i've gotten over the fact that i got 11 (raw), i'm still rather zzz about it.

i've disappointed a whole bunch of people:

1)my father, who just wants me to do better than his friend's children.

2)my mother, who claims she'll cry if she didn't score 6 points (way to rub it in).

3)my sister, who is the nicest and best thing in the world.

4)mr lee cause i know he was secretly hoping for me to get a's for both sciences.

5)and lao chen because i'd most probably end up in nanyang and not in vj with her :(

that's a shit load of people to disappoint in just a day.

yes, if you got your awesome 6 points then good for you, don't rub it in my face because you know you did better than me. i'd be -_-

if you didn't do well, then join the club. or call me, we can drown in unhappiness together.

i know this post is ridiculously biased and i sound uber irritating but just let me wallow in self pity for another day or so then i can move on with life and kick all your asses in jc.

i hate it when some people who obviously don't deserve it, do well.

2009-01-12T18:14:00.001-08:00

i'm feeling pretty zzzz now, like i'm living my life in limbo. did i study for nothing? i don't know. can't believe i'm turning emo.

looking forward to choosing school meeting later ^^

thanks khairiah liwenn and tiffany for choosing to go whatever school i'll be able to go even though you all could have probably made it to another better school with your results.

2009-01-07T01:21:00.000-08:00

i bet this picture probably made your day.

p.s:that's my father btw.

p.p.s: one circle just wasn't enough to cover my sister's constipated face.

2009-01-05T22:41:00.000-08:00

WAH DAMN HAPPY! I WEIGHED MYSELF TODAY AND I'M 48.5 KG!

i've never been below 49/50 since forever. i can go and kai(1) hong(1) pa(1) already!

2009-01-04T05:29:00.000-08:00

haha omg korea was super adls;jsf;ljaflk;d FUN! i super want to go back again, to buy my spiderman banc sweater, make my sister buy her yunho memorabilia so she'll stop blaming me, buy lotte sweets and most importantly, SHOP AT MYUNG DONG! myung dong is the sex seriously, got super a lot of shit(i meant good shit) to buy. dong dae myun is overrated, seriously, the 1st hotel was a lot better than the second one in terms so size. anyway, just look at the pictures lah, that's what you all want to see anyway right?

i was only wearing 2 layers and i was freezing (not my body, but my leg) like crazy cause the palace was on like a hill so it was a million times colder.

i look fat.

my father's sense of style -_-

i was only wearing 2 layers here(not including my bra ^^) people say i'm crazy and i'm damn strong. annette freaking wore like 5 layers ah! and europe wasn't even as cold as korea

haha my mother so cute (:

skiing was a total joke, i'm never going. ever. again.

don't you think my father looks like snoop dog?

my father's outfit is to die for. super uncool, and he was damn cold but his pride kept him warm (haha, annette, like the loser guy on your europe trip!)

family (:

omg omg, my favourite pictures in the whole trip, my father is some humongous sinner, he smokes and he swears like he is drinking water, but damn bloody funny!

tell me where you'll find a father like mine?

hahaha omg, my father is damn childish. don't know what he doing!

at the airport.

as we all know, dbsk only consists of 4 members. (:

the lotte shop had a hugeass xiah poster outside, the poster makes it sound like xiah is the one for sale.

2008-12-28T05:06:00.000-08:00

BYE ALL YOU LOSERS!

i'm frigging going to a;lkla;fk'dk korea (: aha i sound damn disgusting, but i'm REALLY excited!

see you all next year ^^

2008-12-26T02:06:00.001-08:00

I AM A CULTURED GIRL!

after weeks of being uncultured(according to my fat sister), i'm finally a cultured child, all thanks to britney!

bet all of you don't know what i'm talking about but it doesn't matter.

wah sex, going to korea on sunday! excited like anything, but the itinery has herbland, which sounds very dubious. and i'm bloody going to get my mensus in korea! aa;ka';fkdjg'! i was supposed to get it on wednesday(i counted my menstrual cycle) but my alfkld;ks;gj;l!!! vajayjay is like spoilt or something. it'd be like awesome if i get my mensus when we get back in singapore but my luck in life has always been non existent.

a bloody 6 hour flight is no joke either. zzzzzz. boring. and i don't think i'll be able to get to sleep. mainly because of lousy chairs and snoring people. but heck it lah, i'll just talk shit with my sister and laugh like crazy, cause its fun, or as ricky wong says, "phun".

shit, i want to finish watching we can be heroooooooooos ^^ damn bloody retarded ah.

aiya, in jan lah. ok losers, i'm going to bathe (:

oh yah, happy boxing day (:

i wished my sister last night about 12+ and she wanted to slap me.

2008-12-16T04:21:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHA!

can you believe i got this?:

i don't even know how i got it.

if failing chemistry twice (CONSECUTIVELY!) and physics once, is considered under good progress, then well, i've progressed really well (:

the one on top is for mid year, one the the bottom is for prelim.

so the point is, if i can get the $150, i don't see why everybody else can't.

you can read the full letter here.

2008-12-14T19:38:00.000-08:00

after like a lot of procastination (plus laziness) i just decided to post the pictures i took with my juniors at the choir musical like i don't know, last month?

yoojin (:

charis ^^

how can i go from looking so white in one picture to so dark in another? i look like i'm wearing eyeliner(in the 2nd picture). i swear i'm not. i really, really need to do my teeth ><

wah lao the picture with alynna, i'm too ugly already, don't want to post ><

what i'm REALLY excited about in korea is:

but its like on some loserfied jeju island so aiya cannot see. plus its like kl;k]qqpwoipoq cold. aiya but whatever lah. never see snow before so i'm pretty excited about that also.

oh yah, this post is dedicated to huichun cause she keeps bugging me to post (ey woman, i bring my cable down for you eh!) and i'm like indebted to her cause she help me transfer money.

OHOH! PLUS PLUS PLUS! LINA IS BACK!

wah best thing that ever happened to me! and princess still remembers her eh (which is quite miraculous cause princess is damn dumb). so my whole family is happy now (: i think even my father secretly missed her eh cause he keep talking to her in the car on the way back, but he is like awkward with his feelings eh (like me) so he just keep saying he don't miss her (in denial!)

p.s: had this weirded out dream that i got 23 points for o's ><

2008-11-16T02:01:00.001-08:00

HAHAHA!

micky has ronald weasley hair

ignore harry potter lah just look at his friend.

i really don't know if this

or this:

is worse.

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anyway, i've been a maid for like 2 days (feel like dying) and it really sucks. i have now a new found respect for lina and i hope she suddenly misses me or something and come home so we don't have to suffer anymore! ><

p.s: emma watson damn pretty!

2008-11-13T22:07:00.000-08:00

Wah finally got round to changing my blogskin. Took damn long to get the right measurements but I'm happy with it now even though its uglier than expected ><><) but I was too lazy to do again ^^

Anyway, my purpose in blogging today was to intro:

TADAH!

dbsk's new music video, wrong number (yes i know, funky title) I don't usually plug songs on my blog, as in all out put the music video here for everyone to watch, I usually just mention in passing but I'm taking this chance to plug my SAYFC as well as to elaborate on Yunho's disgustingness.

1. There are 5 people in DBSK but why does Yunho have to be the only one to take out his top? Is his body nice? no. Is he handsome? no. Is he cute? If lizards are cute, then by all means, go against your conscience and say yes. THEN WHY DOES HE HAVE TO TAKE OFF HIS TOP????

2. Yunho is a beng. Watch the rap part to understand where he spreads his legs FAAAAAAR apart and sits on his backup dancers(if i were his backup dancer, i would have killed myself) and thinking that he is the coolest thing on the planet.

If you still don't know who I hate most in the band, you are retarded.

Once an Anti, always an Anti!

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Anyway, moving on, pictures that I owe liwenn and huichun and I don't know who else since 3/4 october. So yes, my excuse is that I've been busy. But I've just really been lazy cause 1 picture takes like 5 minutes to upload ><

i made the picture lighter otherwise cannot see anything ><

HAHA! don't know who take one, just put here for fun (:

i is lianzxzxzxz

haha huichun, you look like you want to laugh (:

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ok lah, no more, if still have, then i don't know where i save the file already.

2008-10-24T19:37:00.000-07:00

i feel like dying. totally screwed up a maths paper 2 >< i'm so careless. it should be like my middle name. ahh geog paper was crappy also. why they go ruin a perfectly good plate tech question with DROUGHTS(which i didn't study)? gah. ended up doing the coasts question and crapped my way through. gah mr marker, if you see the blood on my geog paper, please take pity on me because i was bleeding like crazy and be more lenient for me (:

2008-10-05T22:49:00.000-07:00

LAO CHEN!

your album is here!!! (:

go here: http://i34.tinypic.com/mms85j.gif

the photobook is pathetic by the way (:

so how you want to take from me?

2008-10-04T22:01:00.000-07:00

graduation yesterday(don't bother pointing out that the date on my blogs don't match, cause i know it doesn't), don't really want to talk about it lah.

PICTURES! (:

my favourite picture, i can like si wu yi han[die with no regrets] already ((((:

haha. me and my 9 other YYH-SAYFC members, the day before graduation. my 2nd favourite picture (: annette claims that if i had spent the time used to print out the letters studying, i probably could have studied a chapter of chem. ohoh! and i got one more member, just that at this point of time, she wasn't official yet

my smelly friend. no lah no lah, my 1st friend i made in cedar (: we are damn tight right liwenn?

i just like this picture, don't know why, maybe cause we all look so happy (:

ms leong damn CUTE! (:

the coolest poses of the century (:

aiya i forgot to take pictures with a lot of people. so i'm like quite sad but aiya move on with live because as nelly furtado has said, all good things come to an end ><

p.s: liwenn, i'll post the rest some other time. takes damn long to upload one picture lah. can die.

2008-09-28T07:32:00.000-07:00

ahh. my 4 years in cedar are coming to an end.

next week will be my last week in school before we break off to self study and shit.

next week will be my last pe lesson with ms leong pretending to play retarded games (no taebo, super sad, BILLY BLANKS!!)

honestly, i regret a lot of things lah, i should have listened more to ms leong instead of doing my own stuff during maths. i should have listened to lao shi spew out gibberish in chinese instead of just thinking about why she so skinny. i should have listened to chee weng instead of laughing with kawan when his voice cracked and he went to drink his pink dolphin.

but ah. the one thing i'm very proud of is that i ALWAYS listen during mrs koh and ms ng's lessons. i don't know. they give off you must listen to me or you lugi kind of vibes.

just yesterday i was a kuku sec one wearing my new pair of blue and white adidas shoes(ey! i was very excited leh, primary school can only wear canvas batas!) with disgusting high socks, tucked in shirt and looooooong skirt.

and today i'm like still wearing adidas sports shoes and a relatively long skirt(comparatively), ey i'm a good girl ok! and I am the president of the anti yunho fanclub(want to join? come 4n find me, i'm sitting right at the back ^^)

then there was choir. there are a lot of things i can say about choir like how i'm not the most ardent and devoted choir member. i like singing but i hated the choir sessions. most of the times i just wanted to give up and tell ms chye that i've had enough and fly off to vietnam with my father and drown myself in the mekong river. But some how, i made it through lah and in the end of the day especially after the choir concert, i know i learned a lot of things through choir. Like you can't always do what you want, you have to step out of your comfort zone like for me was the dancing(if you never see me dance during the concert then too bad, $15 for a once in a life time opportunity and you threw it away ><). and like other things like i don't know, stuff you learn during war, like resilience? ahh but i'm super excited about the musical eh, can see all my loser juniors DANCING!

sec 4 was a fun year (especially with lao chen!) Our failed attempt to eat kway chap(I'M NOT UNCLE OK HUICHUN!), our don't-care-about-lao-shi-cause-she-like-us-and-keep-laughing-during lesson was super fun also! (: I still remember in sec one she super like to take neoprints and we were DAMN UGLY! one day i'll just like post it here and let all of you laugh at our ugliness. and i felt super awkward with her and she was in her little delusion that we were damn tight. aha. aiya love you lah lao chen(i think if mrs yeo see this, she'll just die!) i'll try my best to go vj lah(damn hard!)i bet you're like super touched now, i dedicated one whole paragraph to you eh!

school hasn't even ended yet and i'm emo-ing already. not happy then don't read my blog ah! aiya ok then i'm getting lazy. but i must plug my anti yunho fanclub first.

BE ANTI-YUNHO, JOIN THE ANTI_YUNHO NATION TODAY(10 members and counting!)

2008-08-07T00:41:00.001-07:00

my mother, the panty flasher

2008-08-01T03:49:00.001-07:00

i went through a whole life's worth of drama today.

wah i think i can go film days of our lives already ah!

i think you owe me an apology too, you aren't right all the time. i'm abit irritated at the way you twisted the whole incident so you are solely, 100% innocent, like you are batman and I'm the freaking joker. i'm sick and tired of giving in to you all the time like hello, i'm freaking younger than you and i have a much better temper than you do. i won't apologise if you do read this so just stop asking me to freaking apologise and make yourself look like an innocent hamster while i'm an evil rat.

ahh love you lah annette <3

2008-07-06T18:10:00.001-07:00

nah! annette, all your pictures!

2008-05-30T09:19:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA!

this guy is dillusional, he thinks he resembles edison chen and nicholas tse

2008-05-29T04:48:00.000-07:00

Source : http://justwoman.asiaone.com/Just+Woman/About+Me/Columns/Story/A1Story20080222-50901.html

I once identified a stranger in the lobby of the illustrious Beijing Hotel as a fellow Singaporean, just from the clothes she wore.

It was a cool autumn night in China's capital and she looked like she had been teleported straight from the Land Of The Under-dressed. She had on a light jacket over a knee-skimming shift dress. It revealed bare legs and the kind of strappy open-toed sandals that Singaporean women wear with everything from jeans to party dresses. In the century-old hotel, which counts state dignitaries among its guests, everyone around us was in leather or wool jackets, pumps or boots

and accessorised to the hilt with scarves and tights.

There was not a trace of exposed flesh in sight. Having spent the last three years in Beijing and shopped my way through East Asia, I have experienced that kind of sartorial culture clash in reverse.

On a Saturday night out during one of my breaks back home, I remember feeling like a prude in my dark-brown Tokyo sheath dress that fell below the knee, while other girls flounced about in plunging, thigh-baring numbers.

I could go on with other examples of how Singaporeans think less is more when it comes to fashion, and dress that way all the time compared to residents of other Asian cities.

In Taipei where the summers can be as hot and humid as the weather here, camisole tops are seldom worn in the daytime without matching cardigans, out of propriety, and because fair-complexioned Taiwanese women fear getting tanned.

Whatever the season, it is hard to pry Japanese and Korean professionals away from their dark-coloured business suits. Ties are de rigueur for the men and for women, it is considered rude to go without make-up.

In Chinese cities in the summer, men wear short-sleeved shirts tucked into carefully belted trousers and shoes with socks - never T-shirts, bermudas and flip-flops, which are considered homewear.

To beat the heat, Chinese women will wear short-sleeved jackets to work, otherwise retaining the three-piece power-dressing ensemble. Silk scarves and flesh-coloured panty-hose - a must with open-toed heels - complete the look.

Just to give an idea of the culture shock that greets East Asian visitors to Singapore, a pretty, well-educated Taiwanese friend decided to blend in during her trip here by donning a sleeveless top with the barest hint of cleavage - and promptly told me she would not be caught dead wearing that in Taipei.

Two Beijingers I know - one male and one female - wondered how come there were so many 'prostitutes' around when confronted with the sea of spaghetti-strap tops and mini-dresses along Orchard Road.

Apart from being unused to seeing women bare so much skin as a matter of course, what befuddles East Asians from more patriarchal and Confucian societies - where group norms hold firm - is the lack of clear distinctions between home wear, casual dressing, work wear and formal attire for parties and ceremonies.Singaporeans are dressed down even compared to nearby tropical countries.

The average Malaysian or Indonesian woman is more modestly dressed. And ethnic-inspired looks, such as Thai silk shawls or Indonesian batik shirts, can always be counted on to give a sense of occasion and distinctiveness to both male and female attire.

In comparison, "all Singapore women know how to do is to wear Mango and Zara in different colours and sizes", laments one stylish Beijing-based Singaporean friend, who takes her pick from the city's quirky mix of Chinese tailoring, flea market finds and half-priced European designer overruns.

She thinks the actors and entertainers here lack star quality due to the dearth of individuality in the styling department.

As someone who would not claim to be a fashionista, I tend to look more kindly on Singaporean dress culture.

I attribute it to that strange combination of the islander in us, a Westernised willingness to flash some skin and a very Asian notion of conformity.

Our pop culture is essentially Western pop culture with its parade of down-and-dirty MTV videos and sexy starlets. The average girl next door here can be as skimpily dressed as any Sydneysider or Los Angeleno.

The sea at our doorstep possibly also does something to our fashion sense. Everyone looks like they could take a dip at the drop of a hat, surrounded though we are by a concrete jungle.

And yet, the ubiquity of our dress-down culture itself reflects that very compulsive Asian need to blend into the crowd.

The result, as my friend says, is that Singaporean women must be the world's biggest consumers of camisoles.

These are worn everywhere - to work (under a cardigan), to a club (over skintight jeans) or to the supermarket (over shorts or bermudas).

Both the easy recourse to a Mango top for the Singaporean lass, and the subdued three-piece suit for the Japanese, reflects the same underlying desire not to try too hard to be different.

What is interesting about Japanese design, though, is that it has produced quality, mass-market basics on the one hand - think Uniqlo or Muji - and one-of-a-kind high fashion labels such as

Issey Miyake and Comme des Garcons on the other.

For the Japanese, it is as though the extreme rigidity of having different 'uniforms' for different professions - whether salaryman, taxi driver or elevator lady - finds its outlet in style mavericks and the whole Cosplay subculture of dressing up like your favourite anime characters.

Will a Singapore designer one day do something eye-popping and out of this world with our national outfit, the camisole top?

I suck in my exposed midriff and wait with bated breath.

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ok article wasn't written by me obviously but seriously who are all these OUTSIDERS to comment on singapore's culture or sense of style. if you're not happy, just piss off right back to china or taiwan or any other cultured country you come from.

what makes you think people from your hometown dress any better than we do?:

i'm sure wearing a black bra under a semi transparent top makes china people very demure and unprostitute like also.

so, wearing spaghetti-strap tops and mini-dresses are slutty? do they expose our boobs, no. do they expose our butts,no. so don't comment on our dressing and call us prostitutes seriously, its cause its so freaking hot that we dress this way.

ey pretty taiwanese friend of the writer of this article, if you're not happy with the way singaporeans dress then don't follow our style. since you are so tau hu and don't want to get tan then DON'T IMITATE OUR DRESSING. its as easy as that, don't go back to taiwan and defame and insult singaporeans even though you have dressed like us before its total hypocrisy.

so in conclusion, basically, just don't say anything about us and we won't say anything about you.

2008-05-20T06:38:00.000-07:00

H O T ! ! !

and i'm not talking about you, i'm talking about the freaking loser-ish singapore weather which is completely insane. seriously, i think the world is freaking falling apart with like all these natural disasters like cyclone nargis(1) and the sichuan earthquake. and to top it off, there is freaking global warming.

if i am living in like some loserishly cold country like i don't know iceland or something, i'll like totally rejoice and embrace global warming to the max cause my butt won't be frozen the next time i have to sit on my freezing cold toilet bowl to pee but hello, i freaking live in bloody sweltering hot singapore like its freaking near the equator and super hot all year round. i mean imagine all the poor people living in the tropical regions(there are relatively more LDCs in the tropical climate according to my geog textbook) who cannot afford aircons and have like to sleep naked(i'm not saying they do i'm just trying to cite an example) or something. like they are damn poor thing lah. but seriously, i'm not going to ask everyone to prevent global warming cause i'm contributing to it now due to my usage of the aircon but i'm just telling everyone how shitty global warming is and how shitty-ly easy the ozone layer reacts with cfcs to cause global warming.

ah moving on about the weather, i just read annette's blog about her sister and i really have to say i've never met another OLDER sister as inconsiderate as annette's sister. seriously lah annette, i REALLY don't like your sister eh like i've been thinking for damn long but there is seriously NO redeeming point about her cause she is just plain spoilt, selfish and irritatingly self centred. if i had a sister like that, i'd probably skin myself alive. i know like what i'm saying is very mean but yah.

okok. moving on somemore, choir concert is over and everyone who went commented on my dancing haha. yah i know, i was born to dance, my dancing capabilities run through my whole family seriously, it just runs through the generations you see (: its a pity we never took part in any competitions cause i'm sure we'll impress all the judges! yes i think i'll miss the choir in general but i'm pretty sure i WON'T miss the choir practices.

okok i'm just too lazy to continue talking about anything anymore, if you want to find out my feelings about choir concert then well go read someone else's blog cause well super a lot of people talked about it and we all had similar view points so just go rephrase someone else's post into my lingo. ok i'm evacuating now (:

(1):i never really understood how people name natural disasters like hurricane katrina and all like seriously, everyone is worried whether they can find their family and here you are spending time naming a bloody natural disaster when you can use the amount of time spent to find people under debris or something. i mean like sort out your priorities lah!

p.s: ANNETTE! sm releasing a new boyband called Shinee(pronounced: shine-ee) HAHA!. and like the youngest member is like 14. i feel damn bloody OLD!

p.p.s:ever wondered what korean traffic policemen like to do in their free time??? go watch: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mHitL3j3pc0&feature=related

2008-05-11T22:27:00.000-07:00

wah lao, i bought the ugliest pair of court shoes today. its so ugly, it puts the u in ugly ah please.

anyway, if they still don't approve of these pair of court shoes, i'll just go kill myself cause i just wasted 19 dollars on something i wouldn't ever wear ah please.

ooh. rubber-soled court shoes are like really in demand cause seriously it was damn difficult to find (:

2008-04-28T23:20:00.000-07:00

i bloody spent the last day of being 15 studying. omg i swear i'm turning into a nerd ah. i don't know i think studying is quite fun now. i think i'm turning into a huichun(if what my sister says is right)

aiya. kill myself lah!

2008-04-19T10:24:00.000-07:00

I THINK I'M BALDING!

haha i damn scared that i'll start balding again eh(last time was in sec one). why? why must i have such freaking weak hair roots??? ahh whenever my hair gets too long i'll just start to bald! eeyer! then i won't have like super nice hair anymore aiya sai lah.

ah. feel like changing my bloody blogskin but i'm just too lazy lah. aiya i don't know i think i'm like lazy to the max. if i have nothing to do, i'll just sleep ah like its a natural thing. how! how to study like that i have like no sense of urgency at all ah. aiya.

anyway, after not blogging for like a damn long time i think my life has gotten less boring haha. aiya not that my life was very interesting to begin with lah but like i got nothing to do and i don't want to sleep so i decided to just blog about the unfairness of life. ahh! why is there choir everyday(plus morning and afternoon for like 2 days or somthing)? i freaking just finish my exams and you come and tell me oh no come for choir. i like have freaking no life lah and the number one thing is like choir ahhhhhhhhhh.

but since i have no backbone at all, i'll just keep the rest of my comments to myself. aiya i'm just too lazy to type out a whole chunk of ranting so yah. haha i think my this blog post very boring but whatever, only 2 people read it anyway.

ahah. i think lijie is damn funny.

oral examiner:so, what do you think makes a good parent?

lijie:i think all parents are good.

oe:oh, er you can go now.

haha she like rendered the oral examiner speechless lah haha. okok i'm evacuating now. bye (:

2008-03-30T17:17:00.000-07:00

aha for annette's sake, i'll just post the pictures here lah.

changmin's dog is seriously damn cute eh (:

2008-03-12T20:41:00.000-07:00

"No one learn how to act from birth right? "

HAHAHA! classic loser line. its quoted from some loser singaporean ah beng actor's blog. he has ah beng hair, ah beng clothes and even uses ah beng lingo ah! not that that my english is perfect lah but seriously why spell 'me' as 'mi' when you spell it using the same number of letters. its not a short form so it doesn't serve any function at all lah!

my sister just told me that when i die, i'll go hell cause i like to laugh at this kind of people. but its not my fault, they're just born funny. its a gift, we should appreciate it otherwise god make them funny for nothing!

like i don't know. i don't understand how an ah beng/ah lian's brain works so maybe i don't understand them, i don't understand their pains and difficulties in becoming an outstanding individual or whatever.

i don't care if his loser fans come and spam me cause i'm a loser who owns a loser blog which only annette reads so yah haha. my sister just said she reads my blog also so yah, ok, i have 2 fans.

haha. oh yah, i always thought that it was bad when the school nurse thought that i was colour blind but like 2 days ago or something some other guy thought that i was a freaking homosexual. i don't have anything against homosexuals but like so as long as you don't like me[ not that anyone would cause i'm a loser] but i'm like shocked. like do i give off i-am-a-colour-blind-lesbian vibes? or do people just look at me and go, "you're definitely a lesbian"

HOW?? what if i cannot get married next time cause every who guy looks at me just goes: "you're a lesbian" in my face.

I DON'T KNOW LAH!

like annette can come up to me and say i look like i'm from china[and she said my sister looks vietnamese]. i seriously give off like damn weird vibes lah i think i look super singaporean eh. like i don't know its like people's perception/first impression of me like damn warped. like hui chun thought i was mean, i'm like huh cause i'm not mean to people i don't know[except the stupid woman who stepped on me like 3 times in the mrt the other time]

anyway, going back to the guy who thought i was a lesbian, he gave me this flyer and started talking and saying stuff like: you must be proud of who you are, you can come here and we can help you. cause i didn't look at the flyer at all i didn't even know what he was talking about so i looked cause he was saying weird things.

the first thing i saw was: Homosexuality: is it genes, choice or a sin?

or something like that lah, too lazy to take it out to look. so i don't know i gues my whole blog post was about peoples perceptions about me lah. super weird.

quite happy that i finally blogged about something other than inhwan haha. so yah now you can go click on the ahbeng's blog to go see and laugh by yourself (:

p.s: flyer-guy also asked me to bring my friends along. wah lao he talking like i have this whole bunch of lesbian friends ah! annette, you want to go not? haha.

2008-02-28T11:05:00.000-08:00

omg, cuteness to the max ah! (((:

i want my own inhwan!!

even though this has nothing to do with inhwan i still decided to post this anyway:

they look super alike here can. not super alike lah but they look rather alike. i don't even like them can. aiya just trying to prove my point that they look alike lah!

aiya must get off com now cause otherwise my sister will kill me if i'm late.

2008-02-21T18:22:00.000-08:00

moonbin is just some lousy bully/dancer who tries to bully inhwan (: and inhwan being smart and intelligent just snatches the paper back (:

haha. inhwan like totally didn't know what to do lah and moonbin is just disgusting and aa-ish. i know i'm freaking biased but whatever cause inhwan's damn cute (:

2008-02-16T17:36:00.000-08:00

aha. i felt damn motivated yesterday after i finished blogging like i realised how fun blogging could be that i decided that i should blog again just cause i want to (:

aha. yah annette, i think that we should just be losers with no back bone and just stay in choir cause even though like being a choir member isn't a bed of roses(damn primary school lah. haha) like we also get cca points from it and its not like we're in choir for nothing. PLUS our friends like bought the tickets to go watch because of us lah. so haha

yah anyway, i shall dedicate this post to annette as in its going to be a post about her haha cause the only thing i can think of blogging about is her lah haha so yah. ey annette you touched not?

yah anyway, i also think that cause you spend so much loser-ish time with me like after choir we've somehow become like damn the close haha. like i don't know, even though i've only started taking bus home with you like 2 months or something? aha. i totally didn't know you even existed lah until like sec 3 can cause i don't know, i very anti-social one.

haha. anyway i watched a bit of ricky wong yesterday and he is like damn dumb ah to the max

"you're in the wong lab, the wong lab."

wah lao totally cracked me up even though its so loser to the max. my sister laughed also can even though she's in agony cause of her teeth haha. but i still think heartlander's ricky has even loser-ish english like.

"don't stop me, i know what i'm doing!"

"give me marrrrrrrrrrrney(money), i want my marrrrrrrrrney!"

"but i don't have any marrrrrrrrrrney!"

haha. sound damn loser but haha. that's vincent ng for you.

anyway, even though i want to talk about you some more, i can't cause i need to go study geog or else i'll just wellow in self pity when i fail (:

[edit]
aha. forgot to add that my mother's friend has a freaking peacock in her house.damn cool right aha. and some loser bangla idiot keeps calling my phone ah. damn annoying

p.s: annette, get back your guitar from that loser and make sure he fixed the strings back for you (:

p.p.s: let you see dong hoon, he so unpopular until i can only find one picture of him:

ahh. inhwan damn freaking cute, i want to hug him (:

2008-02-15T21:32:00.000-08:00

i really cannot take this anymore. its like choir is taking up my life. if anyone asks me what i remember about sec 4, i can only talk about choir cause seriously i can remember nothing else except tests homework and going for choir every freaking monday wednesday and friday. and whats there to talk about homework and tests?

its not that i hate choir. i like to sing but the way you're forcing us? its like totally unfair to the max. even the sec 4s last year and the year before weren't being forced like us. the sec 4s last year even had mondays off even though it was SYF year.

if i was the only one unhappy, i'd just say that i'm inflexible. but its not only me but many more people and its obviously because its just totally unreasonable! and i do NOT deserve to get kicked off the choir cause of what i said because i've worked my butt off as hard as everybody else during choir.

i know you want to do well in the concert and so do i but really, we all know that more than 1/2 the people are just going to support their friends and family. do you really think that they'll know whether we're singing with a raised pellet or with support?

i'm sorry i'm saying all this but its what i feel and i don't think i can take it anymore if it still continues in term 2.

2008-02-02T23:34:00.000-08:00

aha. i'm like posting twice in a day lah which is quite miraculous lah for me. anyway, this post is actually sort of like a continuation of the last. ah anyway, annette, actually siwon's body is not so disgusting one lah haha. go watch: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-yyiOrkmdR8

some where in the middle got show haha. k, then you'll be happy (:

2008-02-02T09:42:00.000-08:00

ahha. ey annette, i put this for you also eh, its siwon. he looks damn funky right? anyway, his body confirm photoshop one lah i mean cause its an advertisment what. haha anyway, haha, he is wearing pink lipstick and its damn WEIRD ah! haha anyway go read the original article here:

http://popseoul.com/2008/02/01/pop-or-flop-pink-lipstickon-a-guy/

2008-01-23T21:47:00.000-08:00

haha. decided to put this picture here cause siwon's in the centre and i think annette will be a very happy girl haha.

annette, you happy not? (:

2008-01-22T19:01:00.001-08:00

i hate school. i just want to quit school and go sell chicken rice.

2008-01-20T20:28:00.000-08:00

omg, i'm annoyed to the MAX lah! stupid geog projects which requires you to do freaking annoying research: you are the CEO of a scientific instrument company, where would you locate this company?

hmmm, i don't know eh, why don't you tell me lah! wah lao i don't even freaking know what is a scientific instrument ah and you expect me to know where to build my bloody factory and tell you WHY? if i want to put my factory in timbuktu your problem ah? still ask me why i want to put there!

anyway, on a much happier note. i went out with annette yesterday. actually, we didn't really go out lah cause we just went to heartland mall(super loser shopping centre which i happen to live across of)

so anyway, i went to meet her at like 1.30 in my house clothes cause yah its just heartland mall, don't need to change what then after a bit of buying annette's stuff, we went ah lian window shopping.

haha. and we went into this shop called banana and laughed like mad at the shoes lah.

after playing awhile, the shopkeeper walked over

shopkeeper(sk):ni yao wo bang ni na size mah?(do you want me to help you get your size?)

annette:er. wo men bu yao mai(we don't want to buy)

me:(hurriedly said) wo shi 39(i'm size 39)

sk:(luckily) ah wo men zhe ge mei you 39(we don't have size 39 for this)

*sk walks away*

i point the sign to annette: no trying for "fun"

annette:(to make amends)ah qian, we can't leave here without buying anything ah!

*sk looking excited*

he didnt really look excited lah just i don't know what word to use to describe. haha. damn funny lah. haha. ah lians seriously amuse me to the max.

2008-01-15T18:29:00.000-08:00

omg! i already know what i want for my birthday!(even though its only january) i want this:

its like the nicest laptop i've ever seen can! i love pink like mad lately ah so this laptop is like heaven sent lah. even the inside is pink ah!:

even got its own pink mouse can:

WAH! CAN DIE AH, damn nice lah. omg. why am i so superficial? i don't even care whether the computer is good or not. but whatever lah, its sony so it should be good.

i don't care, either i get this or i get nothing at all. ey no lah. i want birthday present and i have no backbone so if you can't get me this, then buy me something else lor (:

shit ah. don't know whether my mother will want to buy for me eh.

2007-12-22T08:19:00.000-08:00

off to bangkok in in like half an hour, see all of you when i'm back (:

2007-12-17T23:08:00.000-08:00

even though its still like 2 weeks to the end of the year, i'm going to talk about 2007 now cause i might be too lazy to talk about it any time in the future. hah.

i don't know lah, time seems to pass super fast this year and it has been super stressful and unhappy year for me in general as in compared to previous years.

although it has been a shitty year, i realised what i REALLY want to do about my life this year. although its not very intelligent or practical, i'm willing to work hard to achieve it.

aiya, anyway, just want to thank all the important people in my life for making 2007 more bearable (:

anyway, i'll be off to bangkok on saturday.

love linying lah (:

p.s: omg kjh came singapore lah. damn happy can. haha (:

2007-12-01T22:41:00.000-08:00

shit. i'm damn screwed. i like totally broke my mother's thumbdrive thingy into 2 pieces. she is going to kill me, chop me into 18 pieces and throw me down an endless pit.

HOW?

die lah. when my sister asked me how bad was it, i showed the 2 pieces to her and all she could do was laugh lah! how? arghh.

i'm going to er confess my sin to my mother soon. confirm die.

2007-11-21T22:21:00.000-08:00

omg i'm such a coward lah! i just watched the grudge 2, my 1st horror movie ever in the 15+ years of my life. actually i didn't really watch lah i tried to watch like 10 minutes of it(the part where edison chen died) and ran upstairs after the 10 min.

actually i didn't even see all the scary parts in the 10 minutes cause i was covering my eyes. i'm such a coward lah.

and i hate pretty people cause when you look at them, they like literally glow and make people stare at them in awe lah. they make me feel so horrible about myself and all my pudgyness. aha. call me jealous lah but honestly, don't you ever feel threatened by them? don't lie, i know you are (:

2007-11-16T00:11:00.000-08:00

omg. i don't believe myself lah. i don't know how i became like so much of a hater. i'm like so irritated with so many people lately, i'm even irritated with people from tv shows

omg the tv show actress i'm irritated with is such an irritating childish thing lah! but my sister says if i think she is irritating, that means she has succeeded as an actress. but omg SO IRRITATING.

aiya i'm irritated with myself also. arghhhhhhhhhh. i have no backbone and guts aiya. anyway, going out to eat lunch soon. (:

2007-11-10T18:31:00.000-08:00

some people just totally irritate and disgust me [huichun too (:]. yuck. anyway, failed the jazz dance auditions which honestly was a relief to me cause i seriously cannot dance [according to annette+alynna, its not true. hah. they expected me to be like bouncing around like a ball of blubber meh?] (: looking at the improvised steps yesterday made me feel like so much better about not passing. choir next week then i'm free (:

i should start doing my homework but i'm too lazy.

having a sister outing with huichun, her sister, my sister soon ((((:

2007-10-06T06:20:00.001-07:00

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Etiquette_in_Asia#Singapore

are singaporean's so etiqutte-less/cultural-less(or whatever you want to call it). i mean every country has at least a few points. but all our culture is as same as china's or malaysia's or india's. i mean doesn't singapore have their own special thing?

ah well. exams are over and i'm bored to the extreme. i don't know what to do at home, somebody save me.

2007-09-07T03:08:00.000-07:00

oh my god. can you imagine that jay chou used to look like this:

i'll show this picture to melissa and she won't be so obsessed him anymore. i mean even he looks like this:

(or whatever your perfect jay chou looks like ok, i'm only using this picture cause its relatively smaller)

he still doesn't (in my opinion) classify as good looking. i mean i think i'm ugly. so he can join the ugly club with me lah. his picture up there( the 1st one) is seriously affecting my brain cells. whenever i type "jay chou" it comes out as "jay chour".

i think i've lost it.

oh.oh. vanessa hudgens(yes the one from hsm) nude photo was like leaked online lah. i mean she doesn't look like the kind who would er do such things. go http://www.thesuperficial.com/ to see.

2007-08-08T22:10:00.000-07:00

i have decided.(finally, once in my life)

that i won't do it. hah cause i have to study and all but i will next time, in the future, because i don't want to live in regret. ah well thats that lah, but i will chicken out in the future again cause i'm the most cowardly person ever. can't even make myself do the things i want to do. how loser is that?

2007-08-05T20:24:00.000-07:00

should i or should i not?

if i do it, everyone will be liked shocked beyond shocked can. no one will think i will do it ah. anyway, the chance of success is like damn slim can but if i don't do it, i'll be damn arghh lah. eeyer. i don't want to think so hard, later i become bonkers.

HOW???????

p.s: don't ask me to tell you what this is about cause no one knows except me myself and i (:

2007-07-11T08:22:00.001-07:00

ah haa. school has started, actually it started pretty long ago and i seem to be last person to complain about the holidays ending maybe its because i have more important things to worry about like my china hair (: hadiha

i really look like i'm from china lah(no offense to china people cause i think sampans are a really efficient form of transportation, it takes only about a month from here to china by sampan. hah. that sounded weird (:) hah. but nevermind, like that then cute what, hur hur. ng teng claims i look like an elf and it took her like 3 whole minutes to realise that i cut my hair which is pretty slow of her cause usually people look at me and start laughing before they can even start talking.(eg: ravinder kaur)

neh neh lah. aiya going to watch harry potter tomorrow (: [aiya seems like a wrong er word to put there but nevermind lah] and i'm watching it before my fat sister so its a good thing (: anyway, nowadays, whenever i eat[not before i eat mind you, its when i'm eating] my stomach hurts. aiya i very sad cause i eat lesser nowadays (and get hungrier faster) but its ok! because i'm losing weight!(my stomach tells me so (:)

i realise i blog about nonsensical things that don't really link what so ever eh. if my sister didn't point it out, i wouldn't have realised hahahah! ah crap i forgot what i was going to say lah. eeyer

anyway, lijie keeps asking me to watch dbsk on youtube hah! and she says she very scared that if they come to singapore, she won't know what to do. HAHAHA! wah lao, they wouldn't even take one look at her lah, they'll be like: hello, we're very happy to be in singapore and we love you all yadayadayada, they won't be like, "hello tan li jie, we came all the way to singapore to admire your beauty." actually we won't even know what they are saying cause they're korean. hah!

anyway, my father asked me to download ah do songs for him, how weird is that? HAHAHA! i think its damn funny eh, why you not laughing? (:

2007-06-14T21:04:00.000-07:00

aha. some pictures lah (:

2007-06-05T00:03:00.000-07:00

these past 2 days have been spent studying and doing homework. for once, i've spent doing productive things during my holidays. anyway, i didn't do all this willingly. its because my mother took some time off work and is forcing me and my pig sister to study. haha its doesn't really matter much for me but its my sister's a level year (:

so i've been pretty cranky these few days cause i hate to study (: i don't think i've ever studied so much in like forever lah!

anyway, this is not the point. the point is, is anyone free on saturday? buy my austrian choir tickets

pretty please! (:

2007-05-27T21:25:00.000-07:00

lala!

i love today (:

i bought a guess top, nike socks, and pretty shiny brandless slippers (: i want white shorts. saw one at topshop but its like 59 bucks so mommy said think about it first. i was supposed to buy nike shoes too but then mommy said the purple dunks looked weird on me )): ah well shall convince her to buy it for me (:

i'm REALLY determined to lose weight ok! no one and nothing can stop me! huichun! i'll go your house on tuesday and do something about it. aha. but i'll think we'll just laze around haha (:

2007-05-21T17:28:00.000-07:00

aha. i love cedar library now. i realised how deprived i am of reading (:

i want doughnuts (:

george farquhar

he was born on the same day as me (: just several 100 years earlier (:

P.S: ms leong told me to work harder and put in more effort for maths aha! not that i'm very proud of it, but lee qian yun's maths=gone case (:

2007-05-18T22:09:00.000-07:00

i just realised that i don't know a thing about log. i'm dead lah, leong yin pheng will put me in her maths remedial forever lah! not that i would mind if we actually DID something during remedial. we just sit around and complete the designated pages and we are given the answers then its the end of remedial.

in situations like this, only my mother can save me. sometimes i wonder why someone as smart as my mother would produce a daughter like me. aha!

ahh well, better finish up my very outstanding maths homework. and there is piano this sunday. i think i'm very whiney. aha!

gogo read flowers in the attic, a book full of incest! no lah, its really quite interesting. really, how many books do you read with incest in them? aha. go borrow from school library.

going to see stuff with liwenn on monday, such an exciting day! and lijie is coming to my house on tuesday to watch a movie. YAY! (: oh well then. i'm off to drown myself in log and wait for my mother and sister to come back from shopping and save me from my misery (:

2007-05-11T18:53:00.000-07:00

1. Go to Google Maps
2. Click on "Get directions"
3. From New York
4. To Paris
5. Read line # 24.

If you laugh, comment & repost this on your blog.

aha. its damn stupid lah! (:

2007-05-05T10:46:00.000-07:00

i want to cut my hair!

and i want to go korea and see the teddy bear museum!

actually i just want to go korea for fun (:

just not north korea please, i think the place/people and anything else is just plain weird.

can you imagine, i haven't sat in a plane for 5 years+

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w7T6SZlDbIM -go listen/watch. i like (: though i don't understand a thing. hah!

i think i'm just babbling.

2007-04-28T09:50:00.000-07:00

ah. time to cancel out the stuff i already got for my birthday (:

LEE QIAN YUN'S BIRTHDAY WISHLIST 2007!
1.school bag(can't find any nice ones)
~~2.baa necklace~~(liwenn bought it for me (((:)
~~3.wallet~~ (ripcurl, $32)
4.pencil case(hui chun hasn't found nice one yet (:)
~~5.bunny earrings!~~ (got lost in the mail so might as well cancel it)
6.HUMONGOUS soft toy (:
~~7.clothes~~ (monokuro boo shirt (:)
~~8.[book]shopaholic and baby~~ (mommy bought it (:)
9.[manga]magister negi magi book 15-17 (too lazy to buy (:)
~~10.make my own soft toy kind of stuff~~ (i made it at vivo, its the sex can! (:)
11.kjh's sirius(jap) album [i want the imported from japan one which is like 30++ bucks:(]
~~12.kjh! and my r----e ((: (kind of impossible (:)~~ (slashed this out cause i'll never get it (: i very practical one (:)

well thanks to all the people who gave me stuff (:

ah and though its a little late, congrats to cedar choir for getting gold and dance for getting gold with honours (: yup (:

2007-04-16T18:30:00.000-07:00

i think i have like being-nervous-problems. i can sing perfectly fine when i'm singing with the rest of the choir but if you single me out and ask me to sing then and there ALONE, i totally screw up. ahh anyways, over and done with. damn haven't tuned my piano in like 10 years crap.

practice practice practice. (:

2007-04-14T12:21:00.000-07:00

my father came home at 6 oclock in the morning today and my mother's damn pissed. aha. not that its anything to celebrate about lah but then my father kind of deserves it lah.

ahh. got super a lot of homework to do to catch up and then there is syf in like 1week+. bleh. not really looking forward to it.

2007-04-10T17:11:00.000-07:00

i think that i was picked up from the garbage can (: haha no cause:

1.i have straight hair and my mother, father, sister don't have it.
2.i'm left handed and those people above are not
3.i am like not short, not tall, sort of in between but my mother is very short and my father is tall.

aha, thats why my whole family speculates that i was picked up from the dustbin aha! something to think about :D i think the stuff i bought online are like lost in the mail )): haha but nevermind lah, its a learning experience ((:

10x80 heats today, hope our class like did well (:

2007-04-02T18:09:00.000-07:00

ahh! the person emailed me to say she sent out the stuff today! ahh! so i'll either get it tomorrow or on wednesday! ahh! so exciting ((: i feel so excited and i'm going out with tan li jie tomorrow to buy wallet (: or a bag if i see a really nice cheap one (:

2007-04-01T01:09:00.000-07:00

aha! finally planned this out ((:

LEE QIAN YUN'S BIRTHDAY WISHLIST 2007!
1.school bag(buying myself ((:)
2.baa necklace(aha! liwenn's buying for me ((:)
3.wallet
4.pencil case(hui chun's buying ((:)
5.bunny earrings! (buying myself ((:)
6.HUMONGOUS soft toy (:
7.clothes
8.[book]shopaholic and baby
9.[manga]magister negi magi book 15-17
10.make my own soft toy kind of stuff, (i think vivo got (:)
11.kjh's sirius(jap) album [i want the imported from japan one which is like 30++ bucks:(]
12.kjh! and my r----e ((: (kind of impossible (:)

these are all the material stuff[except the last one (:]. shan't list out those which will take a lot of luck to get/achieve (: ahh! love love love liwenn (:

ok i shall really STOP online shopping already, after this last thing, i won't buy any more until after i have money (: ahh! can't wait for the stuff to come (: i think i'll be receiving 3 items next week ahh! so exciting. shit. better STOP spending money. somebody, control me!

need to sleep now (: got piano tomorrow. (:

2007-03-28T22:28:00.000-07:00

if all of you don't know what to get me for my birthday, get this: http://www.playground-love.com/baa.html

ahhh! its damn cute! i want! but its also damn expensive. so you and someone else can share k? haha ahh! i want! haha, have been controlling myself from buying stuff already ok, just told one girl i couldn't buy her stuff cause i might not use it hur hur think she want to kill me already cause she tao lun with me very long then i said ok i buy. haha (:

okok so this shall be no.2 on my wishlist ok? i shall list out the only 2 things on my wishlist.

LEE QIAN YUN'S WISHLIST[so far]
1.new wallet
2.sheep necklace(http://www.playground-love.com/baa.html)

i doubt that any one will buy me the necklace cause yah very mah fan hur hur anyway, wait for it to go on sale (((((: hint hint. okie dokes kiddies got to go study geog (:

2007-03-25T00:31:00.000-07:00

ahh! i think i'm like addicted to online shopping can. i should STOP. haha yes i will cause i want to buy a new school bag. haha (: going with esther on the week of my birthday (:

hint. 29april

anyway, i think choir is getting more fun. as in like i used to be a loner in choir and everything. but then i got to know like a lot of juniors and seniors and suddenly singing is all fun again. hurhur. i don't know whether i'll miss mrs lim when she leaves cause she is like so patient with us and doesn't really scold us and everything but at the same time she's so boring. haha.

i've been sleeping at 12+ this whole week except friday cause i really couldn't take it. 5 whole days sleeping late practically killed me. so i don't know why i'm not sleeping now (: haha. i contradict myself (: anyways, i still haven't posted up pictures. i'm very lazy so heh. and i owe, manda, esther, liwenn, eunice and i don't know who else a letter. alamak. cheong everything tomorrow (:

will REALLY REALLY post pictures SOON. so look out for it ((:

2007-03-17T12:52:00.000-07:00

oh my gosh. everyone should watch my super sweet 16 on mtv. the girls are super spoilt. they're even younger than my sister can and they're already driving US$96,000+ jaguars. what is wrong with this world?

gah. i want to cut my hair short again. but i also want to keep long and cut fringe. i'm a confused child right now can. hur hur.

baby when she was still young and cute.

ahh got 5 tests next week and i only just started studying. crap crap crap. aiya maybe taking history was a wrong choice. crap crap

2007-03-11T19:42:00.000-07:00

i don't know what you want me to do.

i don't know what you want me to say.

i'm just really stressed out by you right now and i don't know why.

am i being a horrible person by being irritated by you?

i just don't feel the same when i'm around you anymore.

you've changed. everyone can tell that.

is this my punishment for taking you for granted?

or are you the problem?

i don't think i know you anymore, you are like a total stranger to me.

i didn't think i'd care. but why do i feel so uncomfortable everytime i look at you.

i'm sorry for being so emo but i'm sick and tired of just being someone who is like a bloody 7-11, convenient.

2007-03-09T23:19:00.000-08:00

hmm. kjh's new show. should i watch? he looks a bit the kok in the picture though. haha he is on the leftest left (: hur hur. i want my coin purse now! claudia remember to buy for me ok? ((:

2007-03-02T13:10:00.000-08:00

oac was cancelled.

cause of some cases of food poisoning.

i actually and surprisingly feel quite sad about it cause i was REALLY looking forward to campfire. and since this is the first and last camp i'll ever go to then i won't be able to experience another campfire ): oh well.

i've got peace by the river
i've got joy overflowing
i've got life everlasting in my soul
in my soul

hated this campfire song. cause for morning pt, we had to do jumping jacks while singing this and its 4 verses long. cheegen

will really post pictures SOON (:

2007-02-11T01:50:00.000-08:00

i want to learn jap and korean. i don't necessarily have to know how to speak it but just yah understand it in general.

there are 2 main reasons for this (:

1) so next time i don't have to wait for the subs to come out on youtube before watching it. i can just watch the RAW version with no subs and still understand it anyways (:

2)when i meet my boyfriend next time, we'll be able to communicate! haha. not that he can't speak english or anything but he hates the english subject so yah. no choice, i have to sacrifice for him (: haha.

no lah. these are rubbish reasons. i just find these 2 languages very interesting. don't you? i mean, not that i hate them, but speaking english and chinese all day long is pretty boring. so yeah. i'm going to learn these 2 languages first and broaden my horizens. but i heard that they're sentence structure is totally different from english so. yeah. hope and pray (:

my goodness, but it'll take ages before i can even understand a sentence. but rome wasn't built in a day so i have to work hard and learn it online the LONG, HARD and DIFFICULT way. just like how i learnt html. so gogo jiayou! i think i'll at least be able to speak fluently in a few years (:

went out and finish buying my new year clothes today ((: one dress and shirt. too lazy to go find pants or skirt cause we left house at 12pm and came home at 10pm. haha. i almost wanted to die lah ((:

ok its going to be 2 in the morning already. got piano tomorrow then got to study for geog and finish my homework ((: bye people (:

p.s: try to post pictures REALLY soon. after all my tests are over next week (:

2007-01-30T16:56:00.000-08:00

went for s.h.e autograph session on sunday.

i almost died.

out of suffocation and i swear my legs were going to give way. i stood for 5 hours plus. i was pretty happy that there were seats in the mrt when i was going home. but then a woman was carrying a child so i moved away so she could sit. AND SHE DIDN'T EVEN SAY THANK YOU! she acted though it was a thing that i was supposed to do.

should have just sat down and smiled at her. damn.

anyway about the session. i only saw them for 2 seconds as in when it was my turn to sign the lyrics book. but hebe is REALLY pretty ((: ella was cute. didn't have time to look at selina properly. but i deduced that they have very nice skin haha. but their makeup was kind of thick... so i don't know (:

anyway, my whole collection of famous people's signatures total up to 2! haha. s.h.e and jay chou. can't say where i got the autographed jay chou cd from but its not passed down to me by someone who doesn't want it anymore. haha. it was really meant for me but i never went to the autograph session. ((:

shall post pictures soon. but. my photo taking skills aren't exactly the best. so don't complain (:

2007-01-21T18:52:00.000-08:00

con't

melissa came to my house too, like last week or something. and she [obviously] did stupid things like this:

and took pictures of f4:

and FINALLY, i went out with liwenn last thursday and bought a pretty new school bag:

$39.90 from heeren's converse.

actually, i wanted to buy a new wallet, but then i realised that my current bag was breaking )): my sister is going to KILL me. but there's nothing superglue can't fix so yeah. going to fix it later.

2007-01-21T12:58:00.000-08:00

i've been a pretty happy kid lately ((: mainly cause i've bought quite abit of stuff ((: its going to be a picture-y post. so if you don't want to see the pictures then scroll down where the words will be[if i type any (:]

went with liwenn and linying to comics connection and bought loads of kjh stuff (: just look at the pictures. spent bout $9-10? for the last 2 pictures, the cards on the right are not from comics connection.

2007-01-15T18:05:00.000-08:00

i'm getting sicker of school by the day. i don't even think my boyfriend can cheer me up anymore.

I WANT TO GO BACK TO SEC 2!!!

i miss 2c's noisiness

and refusal-ness to cheer during jogging

seeing everyone in the same class and just walking over to talk to them

i just miss 2c in general. and i want to go back.

i have lots of homework which i don't want to touch.

and i think i failed choir auditions.

i think i want to cry.

2007-01-10T20:21:00.000-08:00

this is a lollipop that joanned brought back from hongkong which took me so long to convince myself to eat cause its so cute. NO MEH?

without the wrapper (:

eaten halfway. AH! heartpain.

ALL GONE! (:

i think i'd better go to school earlier lah. like i went to school late like usual and since flag raising was in classroom block, the vp was standing there at the 3rd level and staring at me as though she wanted to kill me lah. oh deary me.went online shopping just now. and bought something for joanne (: but if i really like it when i get it, i'll just use it for myself XP oh deary me.

school, choir, baking class. ALL TOMORROW. oh no oh no oh no. i better sleep early today. going to eat dinner now and finish my maths homework. bleh. ms leong is so boring.

2007-01-03T21:01:00.000-08:00

first day of school was crappy.

i feel like stuffing my head down the toilet bowl and just die.

but i liked my new classmates, they're pretty nice and stuff (:

and i got a nice new partner, grace (:

i think my shoes are not acceptable, i'll just wear my old ones first until i can find nice acceptable white shoes which are not from bata.

but if school is going to be as boring as it was today, i think i'd just quit school and go sell chicken rice or something.

2006-12-29T16:19:00.001-08:00

i'm freaking pissed off with taiwan now.

not the people.

not the place.

but the frigging earthquake.

technically its not really their fault. but i'm pissed and i have to scold something or somebody.

and taiwan just had to be it.

i'm frigging pissed off cause i can't watch no shit on youtube. a 4 minute video took an hour to load and i'm not kidding. my connection was already sucky to begin with and now taiwan's earthquake made it worse.

my father called up singtel and they said it would take up to 3 weeks for all the connections to be fixed and be normal again. i mean like GO AND DIE or something! where's this efficiency singapore is so famous about, isn't technology very advanced now? singapore isn't a big country like china with population of 1 billion+. if that were the case, i'd understand. but also, if that were the case, they'd take like 3 months for the whole thingy to be up and running again.

so you, taiwan earthquake, can go and kiss my butt and die for all i care.

p.s: i know i'm not being fair to taiwan and all cause its not really their fault they got hit by an earthquake.

p.p.s: i also know that its not really singtel's fault that taiwan got hit by an earthquake and they can't fix the connection any faster. i'm no technician ok. i don't know all these techie stuff. so you all go stuff your head down the toilet bowl and die.

p.p.p.s: i desperately need new school shoes. mine are so dirty, they look grey.

2006-12-25T19:41:00.000-08:00

merry christmas everybody (:

2006-12-24T12:24:00.000-08:00

i'm friggin happy because i'm getting a new phone (:

its not exactly the newest model or anything but its a pretty pink thing (: so yup (: my father [surprisingly] let me choose. but he and the counter woman were saying bad stuff about it like you can't fix it just anywhere, you have to fix it at macpherson. but i live near there so i was like whatever. but i got kind of confused because they kept shoving new phones under my nose.

so anyway, i'm getting it on tuesday because there is no stock (: happy is me. because i got a pretty pink phone (: this phone is supposed to last me 2 years (: i think i'll spoil it before that. but i promised my father i'll be careful haha. actually i don't really mean to spoil things but i'm just unlucky ok.

this phone is not lian. haha. at least i think so but whatever lah all of you can go and die if you hate it (: my sister got a new phone too. nokia 7390 [i think] the floral one (: yay! we both got pink phones (: haha.

bye kiddies. (:

oops. happy christmas eve everyone (:

2006-12-18T13:35:00.000-08:00

hello sexies (: its been 10 days since i last blogged but i've been doing productive things ok! i've been watching:

[image credit:sars fansubs]

haha. its based off a manga of the same name and taiwan filmed a show based on the exact same manga a few years ago, called liu xing hua yuan. HAHAHA! but this jap one is better[in my opinion] because the taiwan one very draggy. haha. really this one is really very short. 9 episodes only. haha. if you want, go watch:

http://www.dailymotion.com/visited/tag/Matsumoto/search/hana+yori+dango

youtube don't have ok. actually have lah but very troublesome, must add the users as friend. okok stop readin and go watch now (:

2006-12-08T19:44:00.000-08:00

have you ever wondered what might happen tomorrow?

i mean like not nonsensical things like whats for lunch tomorrow but like what would shock you tomorrow? or who you'd meet tomorrow. or stuff like that? no?

hmm. i won't lie. i get caught up in my fantasies pretty much all the time, fantasizing for things that i'll never get. but its still fun anyway (: i mean don't you think like er. what if you strike it rich tomorrow? or what if you meet kjh tomorrow? haha. well its all wishful thinking. even though i don't mind if you wrap kjh up in a box and fedex him from japan[he is there now if i'm not wrong] and send him to my house haha.

oh well. i'm sounding so philosophical. i'm seriously deprived from reading online romance stories for too long. maybe its because my sister is gone to pulau tiki[she didn't go to pulau tiki. its just a name i invented for the island because my sister didn't know where she was going. but i know the island is called pulau something (:] and won't be back till next wednesday.

i don't want to go for yoga tomorrow. i don't want to break all my bones stretching and not knowing which bone i broke when i land in the hospital. all because my sister is in pulau tiki. stupid singaporean who bought pulau tiki. and want to research on the island. i mean you freaking bought the island. couldn't you have come up with a more posh name for an island? like. i don't know. chanel?

ok then kiddies. off to read any online story that i can find (: toodles (:

2006-12-05T13:10:00.000-08:00

my 100th post (:

haha. had this blog for about a year and this is only my hundredth post. haha. i'm a loser (:

oh my. i can't believe i haven't touched my homework for a month. actually i did. i mean if you consider doing 2 questions of maths and 4 questions of balancing chemical equations touching my homework then ok (:

talking about science, i'm doing it now. and i'm at a total loss. I used to be good at balancing chemical equations[and that is actually saying something] but all the valencies seemed to have some how leaked out of my head during the one month that I refused to touch my homework XP and chemistry looks hard ):

ok. i've just finished ONE science worksheet and its frigging hard. i couldn't do like a third of the questions ): maybe its because the textbook i'm using now is the old version[haven't bought my books yet]

but i do know something actually.

I'M GOING TO DIE FOR CHEMISTRY NEXT YEAR ):

the prospect of it sounds exciting XP HAHAHA!

its ok. at least i have my handsome boyfriend to cheer me up(:

GOGO JIAYOU LEE QIAN YUN!

2006-12-01T18:14:00.000-08:00

i love this movie (: and even if you say i am childish and idiotic, i'll still love it haha. (: i miss watching it. if any of you're have the disc, lend it to meee (: anyway i asked liwenn to help me download it. yay! i love liwenn. and liwenn loves me. haha (: hmm. going to have choir like 3 times a week 4 hours each time. it going to be a long holiday ):

2006-11-27T09:43:00.000-08:00

choir bbq later. i'm very lazy to go out for one whole day. what kind of bbq lasts for one entire day? haha. can't play wet games later because i got my stinky mensus. haha. i know no dude will read my blog so yeah can talk about such things.

my camera's dead so can't bring it ): sigh sigh hope liwenn will bring hers then we can take retarded pictures all day loooong (: bored bored. wondering whether i should eat breakfast now. because i'm having lunch at like 11 to meet liwenn at 11.30 sigh. i'm officially broke. i only have 11 bucks with me now ): argh.

so anyway. shan't eat. just wait awhile more until 11 then i go down to eat lunch but its still an hour away ): i'm hungry but i'm too lazy to go down also ): i feel so fat now haha. ok then shall stone around.

toodles (:

2006-11-25T23:55:00.001-08:00

* to see the 8 chinese words below, click view>>encoding>>unicode.

what is your problem? stop pushing the blame to others and being such a bitch face. i am so sick and tired of giving into you. so what? you think that you're 174cm tall so the world revolves around you only ah(no link but nevermind (: )

everytime i ask why i have to give in to you, you say, "孔融让梨(kong rong rang li）" what the hell? so is it WRONG to give in to me sometimes? 大的要让小的(da de rang xiao de) never hear before ah?

forget about that. i didn't god damn spoil the bloody computer and you said i did. you were the last one to use it, and i just went down to check youtube mail and you said i spoilt it? and you just had to go and complain to mommy so you won't get in trouble. and mommy looked at me very disappointingly and said "see lah everytime damage things." WHEN I BLOODY WELL DID NOT!

when i asked you, "so its my fault is it?" you looked me straight in the eye and said," yah. YOU were the last person who used it." very accusingly.

and i stupidly shut up. what i regreted most was not shouting back at you. but mommy was there. i didn't want her to get a headache. you stupid self centred bitch. i know you won't read this. but the god damned world doesn't revolve around you only.

and i want to tell you somethings.

i hate it when you whine
i hate it when you complain
i hate it when you accuse me for no reason
i hate it when you push the blame on to me
i hate it when you play innocent
i hate it when you play ignorent
i hate it when you don't own up
i hate it when you are being irritating
i hate it when you are being sickening

and just basically

i hate you.

2006-11-24T17:01:00.000-08:00

hello (: i'm very happy because claudia said i'm thin(: i think she said that to make me feel better about my weight. haha. so yes saw penny, desiree, yumi and some other people (: yisen is damn tall now as in taller than last time i guess.

my sister said she'll buy food back for me (((:

YAY!

2006-11-21T20:32:00.000-08:00

last episode of goong today ): i feel so affected. i can't oogle at my handsome boyfriend ANYMORE!
<----he look like girl right?
this is my handsome boyfriend (:

haha aiyah. feel sad ): I FEEL SO ALONE! haha. aiya. nevermind. can still oogle at him online (: haha. i feel happy again (:

hmmm. got choir tomorrow. no one to talk to sigh. both linying and liwenn got ltc ): shall see them on friday i guess (:

YAY (:

2006-11-18T19:14:00.000-08:00

hmmm. just realised today that i'm flat footed (: haha. really didn't know before. my mother just told me today. because my nehneh of a sister was laughing at the time when i was still young. and i kept falling down. so my mother say people who are flat footed tend to fall down more. haha. yeah guess so. fell into the drain last time haha.

got back posting results. got my first option so yeah. kinda ok. telling us class next year only. haha. so weird.

hmm. got a phone today. i feel very weird because i don't want one and i suddenly just have it. so yeah weird weird weird. yup so. entertaining myself by watching anime on youtube. haha. miss it lots (:

2006-11-11T23:56:00.000-08:00

hmmm. blogger took pretty long to load. don't know why also.feeling kind of sleepy now. so yup. shall go sleep soon. think i'm going to create a new blogskin soon on monday maybe (: shall perfect it because it features - haha. ain't gonna say.

bored bored bored. weird random people keep tagging my tagboard. one of it doesn't seem to be in english. i only can make out the words zac efron and troy bilton. shouldn't it be bolton?

shall sleep properly. lots of bad things are going tomorrow ): my father is going to scold me because of my results and there is piano. sigh sigh. its going to be sucky day. i hate my life so much now that i'm too lazy to even crack jokes anymore.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RdVMmEFXkuQ
funny video (: good for those who don't know hokkien. learn new words. so you can show off next time(:

ok then. shall head off to sleep now and anticipate TOMORROW! TOMORROW'S A DAY AWAY! haha. yeah right. night everyone (:

2006-11-10T18:15:00.000-08:00

cedar has issues to sort out. figure out the dates before coming to tell us. streaming results were supposed to be out today. but they changed it to the 17th which is next friday. bleh. made me nervous and excited all for NOTHING.

oh well. going to have choir auditions next friday too. kind of sucks but. yeah don't have a choice. li jie and claudia came over today to stone. watched an episode of goong (: got kjh's album. yay (: haha. only good thing that happened today i guess (:

my nehneh of a father was scolding me for my maths and science marks because he said i got a c. i was like eh? and he finally realised that i didn't get a c for any of those lah. i told him i got a c for lit and he went like, " its worse!" i mean what is lit lah. just because you are 'supposedly' good at it doesn't mean i HAVE to be good at it too lah. wah lao. screwed up my whole morning. became happier afterward when i got the album (((: ok. toodles kiddies. (:

2006-11-02T21:47:00.000-08:00

I AM GOING TO LEARN HOW TO BAKE!

haha. i went with my mother to the cc to see if there was anything to do during the holidays because both she and my father think that i am wasting my time at home doing mindless things like playing the computer. bleh. so yup picked baking after looking at the long list. it was the most sensible out of stuff like er-taekwando, karaoke and stuff like that. haha. so yup hope its going to be fun. trying to find somebody to go with me.

anyone want to go? (:

2006-10-28T11:24:00.000-07:00

was the last day of school on thursday. so its kind of sad i guess. took lots and lots of pictures but didn't take with a lot of people i wanted to take with. haha. we were damn camwhorish. but whatever. its the last day of school, we even could be sluts if we wanted to.

the normal pictures.

the retarded pictures (: took with lots of other people but just decided to post those of the retards (: so yup. going to miss 2c '06 well then, tatas (:

oops. forgot to post results.(overall)

english- 66 b3
higher chinese- 60 b4(AHAHAH!)
maths- 65 b3
science- 68 b3
geography(revised)- 61 b4
history(revised)- 69 b3
literature- 58 c5
d&t- 74 a2
home ec- 66 b3
art- 67 b3
cme- a
music- a

total-654/1000
percentage-65.4
class position-27/40
level position-217/356

stupid literature screwed up my hopes of FINALLY getting no c's anywhere. stupid screwed up thing. to think i got a b3 for that last year XP. don't know why i posted my results so detailedly haha. but anyway, i didn't move in class position and i moved about 30 positions in front for level position. so yup tata. this is one freaking long post.

2006-10-25T15:40:00.000-07:00

oh no. tomorrow is the last day of school then everyone's going to split up and all go to different classes. sighsigh. anyway, didn't go choir today because i had cough[i mean what for go when you can't sing?] and my family had some stuff so i had to go home.

so yup. going to sleep to kang fu[recover] and have to rush finish all my 7 letters because if i don't give those whom i owe letters to tomorrow, i'll never give them again. so yup. busy busy busy.

2006-10-16T18:38:00.000-07:00

had english, chinese and history papers back today. did [suprisingly] quite ok.

english-68.5[b3]
higher chinese-60[b4]
history-70[a2]

haha. i bet you'll be looking at my chinese marks and go-what a loser. but actually, i usually get 50 something so yup pretty happy (: oh wells getting back lit, maths, science and geog tomorrow. so hope for the best i guess (:

2006-10-14T23:21:00.000-07:00

finished watching goong yesterday. i was kind of disappointed with the ending but endings of good drama serials always suck because you don't actually want it to end. there is going to be goong 2 but with a different story line and different cast

The main cast was originally suppose to return but due to their rising popularity and busy schedules none except Kim Jeong Hoon can film season two. Rather than replacing the famous and familiar roles with new faces, Director Hwang In Roe revealed his intentions to completely switch the cast with new members. The plot of Season Two would be of a young worker at a Chinese restaurant who suddenly discovers that he is a member of the royal family, and enters the palace. Hwang mentioned that he would be looking for Yoon Eun Hye's male counterpart, of sorts. As of the beginning of Oct, Hwang is still deciding between whether to cast unknowns or famous faces.
-taken from wikipedia

Kim Jeong Hoon is the dude who acted as Yul. so i don't think im going to watch it. sigh sigh. its kind of weird isn't it. i mean you just act in one drama serial and overnight, you become super popular. its just the way the world works maybe (:

2006-10-10T19:35:00.000-07:00

exams are over. but i feel very indifferent. i mean even though sec 2 streaming isn't very important. ok maybe it IS important but i feel that its kind of insignifican.t

sigh. i'm bored out of my wits. but at least there is always entertaining and fun mahjong tomorrow! bunch of them-liwenn, claudia, haoyee, yinsuen and i don't know who else is coming over. oh shit! i am becoming a mahjong addict. sigh sigh. what would happen when i grow up.

oh well i'm entertaining myself with like a few drama serials. i'm watching goong, wei xiao pasta and mvp qing ren(my mvp valentine) haha. this show is like ages ago but i'm rewatching it out of pure boredom. but i love the show. and i'm a sucker for drama serials so if you have anything to watch then tell me.

oh wells shall go watch goong on tv now even though i've watched these parts before. i have to watch like 3 more episodes to finish the show but my FAT sister makes sure i watch only when she's there so sigh. have to stone infront of the computer until she comes home.

sigh.

2006-10-03T19:47:00.000-07:00

oooh shoot. i totally screwed up history today. sighsigh. i mean i didn't mean too. but you know, i don't think anybody wanted to. oh well. lit tomorrow. hope i don't screw it up too. pray pray pray. ROLL OF THUNDER, HEAR MY CRY i love you! please make me do well (:

hope and pray that i'll be in 20-30 position like i always am. haha. i'm so lousy. i have low expectations. ohh well 3 papers down, 4 more to go!

bloody bird

2006-09-28T22:23:00.000-07:00

http://www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal/

got super cute games! oh shit. i so have to prioritize what i'm doing. i have like 5 days to hardcore exams(history, lit, maths, science, geog) and I'm still out here, online, playing retarded games. gosh. i have no sense of urgency. oh wells you can go to the website up there after your exams.

GO LEE QIAN YUN! and all you puny people out there haha. (:

2006-09-23T23:23:00.001-07:00

continuation again

80.bed time : 10-11pm
81.under your bed : i don't have an under-the-bed to see. its covered.
82.single most impt question asked of you: erm. i don't know.
83.bad time of the day: when i'm sleepy or tired.
84.your worst fear : cockroaches and heights
85.the weather now?: its dark. it night time now.
86.time: 11.18 pm
87.date : 23 September 2006
88.best trick you ever did on someone : i don't know, i'm quite loserfied.
89.theme song : don't know
90.hardest thing abt growing up: understanding why women menstruate and get pregenant and not men.
91.funniest experience : can't remember
92.scariest moment : when i'm upstairs alone at night, i'm afraid of the dark and ghosts. hate horror movies. haven't seen one in my entire 14 years of existence.
93.silliest thing you have ever said : i say dumb things everyday.
94.most despo or funniest thing you have ever done to get the attention of opp sex : don't think i did anything.
95.scariest thing that happened while with your friends : nothing.
96.worst feeling : regreting stuff.
97.best feeling : to be happy when i know that my parents and sister love me.
98. Best moment of your life : when i got back my psle results?
99. Who would you want to see dating among your friends? : liwenn. haha. and melissa and RAVINDER KAUR! her boyfriend will die.
100. If you had one wish, what would it be? : for my friends, family and me to be happy i guess

2006-09-23T23:23:00.000-07:00

continuation

51.room : sharing with my sister
52.whats missing? : nothing
53.school : rosyth. cedar
54.bed : soft and bouncy =)
55.relationship with parents : pretty close
56.believe in yourself : obviously, i have such a big ego.
57.believe in love at first sight? : crush. maybe
58.good listener : guess so
59.get along with parents : yup
60.save email convos : no
61.pray? : nope.
62.believe in reincarnation? : yup and karma.
63.like to make fun of people? : ok lah.
64.like to talk on the phone? : of course. i'm a girl
65.want to get married? : i guess so
66.like to drive? : want and hope to.
67.motion sickness : if the journey is very long.
68.eat stem of broccoli? : yes. its nice what.
69.eat chicken with fork? : only when i eat steamed chicken. otherwise i use my hands
70.dream in colour? : yup. my dreams are pretty interesting
71.type with fingers on home row : eh?
72.sleep with stuffed animals next to you : lots
73.My bestfriend : all up there.
74.on the walls of your room : cabinet, door, window etc.
75.mouse pad : yup. eventhough its irritating
76.dream car : up there
77.dream date : don't know.
78.dream honeymoon : don't know too.
79.dream husband or wife : anyone but me.

2006-09-23T23:19:00.000-07:00

1.full name : Lee Qian Yun
2.name backwards : Yun Qian Lee
3.were you named after someone : no. apparently i was named so cause my father wanted to be rich.
4.meaning of the name : look up there.
5.nickname : erm. money cloud. thousand cloud. qian. you know. the whole works.
6.screen name : hello friends =) [currently]
7.date of birth : 29 April 1992
8.place of birth : Singapore
9.nationality : Singaporean
10.current location : parents room
11.star sign : taurus
12.religion : free thinker
13.height : 164 cm i am damn tall. haha
14.weight : 50kg. i feel fat.
15.shoe size : 6/7
16.hair colour : blackish-brown
17.eye colour : black
18. who do i look like : my mother?
19.innie or outtie : what does this mean?
20. righty or lefty : lefty.
21.gay, straight, bi or others : straight. obviously
22.best friends : melissa, lijie, joanne, ravin, liwenn
23.best friend you trust the most : erm. liwenn i guess
24.fav pals : i'm ok with everybody
25.best friend opp sex : no one?
26.best buddies : up there.
27.bf or gf : nope
28.crush : no one
29.parents : i love my mommy and daddy!
30.worst enemy : i don't have any i think.
31.fav online guy : i don't know
32.fav online girl : don't know either.
33.funniest friend : ME! erm. melissa?
34.craziest friend : ME! and melissa
35.advice friend : ?
36.loudest friend : RAVINDER KAUR
37.person you cry with : nope. i just cry when i want to.
38.any sisters : yup.
39.any brothers : nope
40.any pets : 5 dogs
41.diseases : nope
42.pager : no.
43.personal phone line : no
44.cellphone : no. don't think i need one.
45.lava lamp : i think they are pretty
46.pool or hot tub : ehm. i don't know
47.car : i'm underage.
48.personality : happy. crazy, mad.
49.driving : can't
50.car or one you want to have : volkswagon beetle. i think they're cute.